Friday, July 20, 2007
Hmm. Past two days. How my feelings describe events throughout the day
I feel like crap.
Yesterday, I felt sick of eating so much.
Then I felt concerned, genuinely concerned.
At home, I was mad.
I played Canon Rock virtually perfect
I destroyed the thickest 4 strings on my guitar playing Green Day's "Whatersname"
Then today.
I was very curious.
Then I felt lame.
Then I'm really mad again.
Eric even thought I was mad at him.
Sorry ah bro.
Just my idea of being lame.
Didnt have anything to destress myself.
No guitar. No soccer ball. No bamboo pole.
And I was tempted to take puff.
And I wasnt influenced by Rudy or anyone.
Just of my own accord.
Of course, I knew I wouldnt do it, so I just stressed myself out more.
Burp.
And now I'm just in a big blur.
Replaced the broken strings and played it calmly this time.
Aiyoyoyo.
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On another note.
I seem to be scary apparently.
Twice in 2 weeks.
Today, was because I was mad.
A few times before, is because of my reaction when I find out someone notices me. Lame but true.
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Now, its the weekend. Nothing great to look forward to.
will YOU be my escape?
7:51:00 pm
