Wednesday, October 31, 2007
More weekly noticeable stuff - Al-Azhar is a magnificent place with the right companions. You guys know who you are.
- Zee told me," Minahs take whatever Tom, Dick & Harry they can get, especially Dick"
Wonderfully said, Zee
- A significant change for the better really does yield results
- I can't do splits anymore
- Its the knee season. Many people getting injuries from running.
- What are the odds, you get onto the MRT at Bukit Batok with this dude, who gets down at Tanah Merah as well, takes 38, and you find out that he lives 4 floors below you?
- Whenever I listen to Razorblade, the line, "it gets extremely complicated" stays in my mind.
- Only 2 people have got a clue about me, and only one has me figured out straight.
will YOU be my escape?
10:19:00 pm
Monday, October 29, 2007
When people think I have a thing going on with someone, it makes it very difficult for me to get close to other people.
Understoodable? =P
will YOU be my escape?
10:52:00 pm
Saturday, October 27, 2007
I like feeding my friends
[ by feed I mean, I put the food into the mouth for them ]
It is so much more fun than feeding ill patients =)
and I hate being short
will YOU be my escape?
12:02:00 am
Monday, October 22, 2007
The Tudung GirlWarning: This MAY be a little bit of a cliched entry.
Why, oh why, do Muslim girls BOTHER with putting on the revered tudung, and proudly proclaim their advancement into that particular stage of so-called maturity.
If you're gonna put it on, yet put on pants so ridiculously tight, I could gauge your waist AND hip size ( and probably get a correct estimate ) and tops so short, I see exactly how fair or dark your skin is, then exactly what IS the point?
If a guy walks around and sees a girl in a scarf and says she's sexy, or hot, how does he figure that out? By looking at how well your head is covered?
Nope, they look below your head, just as with other girls.
Bottomline is, if you're still in the stage where you think you need to boost your self-esteem by showing off your lovely physique, don't bother putting it on...
Cause your far from ready for it. (somehow, I feel this line will generate alot of hate comments)
I long for the day when all I ask myself about a girl wearing tudung, is what her hair looks like, and nothing else. =D
=)
p.s. - I really WAS smiling as I was typing this post. I'm not mad at all. So, yeah, don't get too hurt or whatever if you feel this post identifies with you a LITTLE bit too closely, yeah?
I'm open to discussion, even though I won't change my views at all
will YOU be my escape?
11:17:00 pm
Saturday, October 20, 2007
I find that I love to compensate for what's not perfect on the outside, by making it perfect on the inside.
At times, its a little bit TOO perfect. =(Noticeable stuff over the past few days:
Yesterday, I told Rudy, "If it's raining, you walk slower, and you'll get less wet".
Then Rudy said, "No! If it's raining, you walk faster, you'll get MORE wet!"
HAHAHA
I then said something dumber, but along the same line.
Too bad I forgot what it was.
Today, I realized the extent of my "skill" of identifying minor details.
It made me laugh, but I kinda realize that its not such a great ability to have
Especially when people's sincerity are being targeted.
- Shujuan gave me a paper towel, which I shall keep in my folder, and bring to school. Haha.
Apparently, an electric guitar with OR without an amp, makes the same noise.
HUH?
I learnt to play a new card game, Murderer&Police.
Lame, but very entertaining to play
My gym days have gone up, but the number of people following me have gone down.
I have finally proven to myself and others that "Fighting Fire with Fire" is my way of recovering or overcoming difficulties.
- I keep repeating that particular policy of mine, the one which involves food. Why??
Labels: the little things
will YOU be my escape?
12:00:00 pm
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Stop doing whatever I think I'm doing,
And for the love of GOD, start studying.
I shall get a GPA of 3.5 and above this semester.
Won't be happy, but parents will be.
So that's good enough.
_____________________
My day dreams shall be the death of me.
Seriously
will YOU be my escape?
11:08:00 pm
Monday, October 15, 2007
Cuteness is a kind of attractive beauty commonly associated with youth, innocence and helplessness, as well as a scientific concept and analytical model in Ethology, first introduced by Konrad Lorenz. This is usually characterized by (though not limited to) some combination of infant-like physical traits, especially small body size with a disproportionately big head, large eyes, a small nose, dimples, and round and softer body features. Infantile personality traits, such as playfulness, fragility, helplessness, curiosity, innocence, affectionate behavior and a need to be nurtured are also generally considered cute.
HOWEVER, this WAS NOT CUTE

I have whiplash only now, a day AFTER the ambulance guys came to me and asked if we were ok
will YOU be my escape?
9:52:00 pm
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Allahuakbar
Allahuakbar
Allahuakbar
Laillahaillallah, huallahuakbar
Allahuabkar lillahilhlam
=)
Selamat hari raya everyone!
Hope your fasting month has been a pleasant one.
My sincere apologies to anyone whom I've been a pain in the neck to.
=D
ok, I don't have interesting photos from my phone.
All in the camera.
But just some random ones.
Before prayers, of course.
Top floor or Masjid Kampung Siglap.
Mmmm, my favourite.
I only do pictures of myself like this when the occasion fits
Doesnt mean I will look any less retarded though. =)
Dolphin decided to take the accelerated program to be a staff nurse after spending 18 years being my bed buddy

I thought my mum matched the leaves on the plant, no?

Labels: eid mubarak
will YOU be my escape?
12:14:00 am
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Picture of the day.

And I finally got my third Strokes album.
Until the fourth one comes out, my collection is complete. =)
Next shall be Albert Hammond Jr's.
Something I saw on a bulletin.
____________________________
Kiss on the stomach: I'm ready.
Kiss on the Forehead: I hope we're together forever.
Kiss on the Ear: You're my everything.
Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
Kiss on the Neck: We belong together.
Kiss on the Shoulder: I want you.
Kiss on the Lips: I love you.
What the gesture means
Holding Hand: We definitely like each other
Slap on the butt: That's mine
Holding on tight: I don't want to let go
Looking into each other's Eyes: Ijustplain like you
Playing with Hair: Tell me you love me
Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go
Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you
Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone
while reading this,you're definitely in Love.
_____________________________
I personally have never experienced any of the above 'kisses' except for those given by my Mak Besar, who is my oldest aunt. And those gestures, nvr have done so too.
My point is, the last two line.
Yes, I was thinking of someone.
Not whom some of you might think. ;)
But, AM I in love?
If so, is it right?
Or for the right reasons.
Ok, the above sounded very weird.
but oh well.
will YOU be my escape?
10:14:00 pm
Monday, October 08, 2007

My 2 weeks
will YOU be my escape?
11:47:00 pm
Sunday, October 07, 2007
The long road that awaited me today.
This happens to lead to Area G of East Coast Park.
The part furthest to the east.
Well, I decided at 7am, to go for a walk.
I left home and then decided I wanted to go for a jog.
I ended up doing a med-paced run.
Yes, I'm fasting and I ran. hooray.
This will sound TOTALLY off-point and random but my main point today is the fact that many Muslims don't really make full use of this month.
If you ask any Muslim person, guy or girl, what was the purpose of this month, they would give you a variety of replies, some very much thier own opinions, but which are mostly correct anyway.
Some would say, its a chance to repent and bring ourselves closer to God. True
Others would say that it is a month where we fast so that we can share the suffering felt by millions of starving people. Also true.
Plenty spend their nights devoting their time devoted to the Quran and other religious articles.
Others fill their time by hanging out in the mosque and praying 20,000 rakaat of prayers.
However, there is a major flaw in alot of us.
While yes, this month sees a significant increase in concentration on the afterworld - akhirat - many forget about the world.
As all Muslims should know, even strict, deathly devotion to the world after Judgement Day, is wrong, utterly wrong.
We should have a certain degree of interest in the current world.
The flaw I have identified is very, very, simple to spot, and even more so this month.
Its called LAZINESS.
Many, mostly kids, spend thier fasting days, lazing around, sleeping endlessly and demonstrating horrific posture while rooted to the sofa and watching the television or playing a game.
All you'll hear out of them is endless complains about how they're exhausted, or that its humid.
But most of all, I hate it when you complain about how doing anything physical is bad because you are fasting.
It's a pity that Muslims here are that willing to degrade yourself infront of others.
I'd be humiliated if I had to turn down a non-fasting friend's offer to play soccer or go to the gym.
Our religion does not teach us to be lazy during this month and use fasting as an excuse for anything.
I went on a run today for two hours.
I felt great after that, and I didnt even feel thirsty.
I'm not trying to brag or anything,
but it shows that if you are willing to do something healthy for yourself, and with utmost sincerity, God will help you.
So, if you ever hear me sigh out loud, or just enough for you to hear, because you used fasting as an excuse for your chronic laziness, you'll know why I did it.
will YOU be my escape?
9:26:00 pm
Friday, October 05, 2007
I guess cdc is just one of those places, where if you don't go LOOKING for fun, you'll never experience it.
Funniest thing that happened today
Chester ripping apart a IV bag and about 1/5 of the normal saline went onto a staff nurse's scrub. All of us had a good laugh out of it.
Note: I DO NOT want to see any comments about him being too strong, on my tagboard, got that? =)
Most enjoyable activity today
Going home.
Faliqh, Ben, Chester, Eric, Joseph and me decided to climb the 'card-controlled' gate which would give us a shortcut to TTSH.
Rating of best jumps from best to worst
1. Me (because I had the softest landing, not cause I like myself)
2. Ben
3. Faliqh
4. Eric
5. Chester
6. Joseph (purely cause it as super awkward the way he did it)
But Chester did get a nasty gash on his hand from the barbed wire.
What retarded fun we had. You Are the Super Ego |
 While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all. You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously. Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself. You have high standards for your own behavior. And you happily exceed them. |
will YOU be my escape?
11:11:00 pm
Monday, October 01, 2007
I dislike CDC.
Buka-ed with Khai just now.
Met at 5 and chatted non-stop all the way till 930.
Lotsa stuff we discussed.
Gangs.
Girls. Work. Books.
Wikipedia. People we know.
We came up with this certain conclusion about something relating to me.
Part of me is happy to know that, the other is mad.
But its All good stuff....
A meaningful night out for once.
p.s. define EMO. in your own words
will YOU be my escape?
10:59:00 pm