Thursday, November 29, 2007
Alrite then.
Good morning.
Common Test is over.
And I finaly have time for myself (for awhile only)
So anyway.
I'm permanently bringing my camera around everywhere to do REAL photography, but I thought I'd let my gang play with it for awhile
Really, I believe this first one is the only decent picture we had.
Zira&Yan, looking as good as ever
The main people here arent paula and mary. You guys just look weird. Look hard and find someone else. =)
Both of us were semi-high, from listening to REPTILIA
"muahahha, game, game ,game!!!"
Happy Eddy

I saved the best for last.
Congratulations to Paula

will YOU be my escape?
9:57:00 am
Sunday, November 25, 2007
In a chocolate chip cookie, the cookie being life, the chips are the friends.
Too many chocolate chips is just sickening and you'll find it difficult to eat the cookie.
Too little means little or hardly any real flavour at all, and you'll set the cookie aside =)
will YOU be my escape?
9:29:00 pm
Friday, November 23, 2007
And thus, ends a practically meaningless week.
Things that were significant include
- Having a laughing fit with Yazid and Mahathir while gaming
- Having another laughing fit with Mahathir cause some fella barely got on the lift
- Doing well for NSL practical
- Having jolly good fun before training just now
Yes, just these things.
Just basically feel like its another week where I havent accomplished anything great.
I'd be happier at least if certain people make more time for me. =)
And also if my running just now wasnt so pathetic.
Heh.
Oh well.
Studying tomorrow and having my What's Next meeting.
At least its something to look forward to.
Oh yeah, I added this application called iThink, on Facebook.
Its by far the best app.
I'm ranked 2nd in the world for total accumulated points on Gender Issues. =P
Cool eh
will YOU be my escape?
11:16:00 pm
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Most things in life have pros and cons.
Of course, religion isnt one of them.
Only pros there.
Anyway, we all know the following phrase:
"What you don't know, can't hurt you"
Typical of a line that has both good and bad points.
There are just some things I don't wanna hear about me.
Because it will present as an obstacle of sorts to me, when I act on what people think of me.
Lets use a hypothetical situation.
I watched Shallow Hal yesterday, so let's use something like that.
Say, you wanna get to know this girl, go out with her, whatever.
Along the way, you find out that she's the daughter of your boss.
YOu don't care about that, you just care about your relationship with her.
But eventually people will start talking, and eventually someone will tell you what people or thinking or they might tell you what they themselves think.
In Shallow Hal, Hal's colleagues tell him to give up dating Rosemary, since he's already gotten his promotion. So people were suggesting that he was using poor old FAT Rosemary to get his promotion. Which really, isnt true.
Oh well.
And I realized, well, more like admitted, today, that I lose my temper very fast.
Though my ability to keep it relatively invisible makes sure that no unneccessary punches go flying.
Argh.
I'm gonna be pissed tomorrow (for no apparent reason)
I'm exaggerating.
And I'm hungry.
will YOU be my escape?
9:08:00 pm
Friday, November 16, 2007
I've come to realize that, plenty of people (NOT ALL), whenever they aren't into their comfort zone - meaning something is bothering them - they tend to want to come to me alot. Girl problems. Guy problems. Political Problems. Keeping Secrets. Whatever.
However, once they've gotten over whatever the heck they were having problems with, they tend not to need me anymore. Not to the extent of ignoring me, but just not as close as I think I might be with them (while they were having problems)
Its okay if you do something you perceive to be good, and not get reciprocated for it. But to the extent of wearing out your usefulness just feels absolutely lame.
Next PointNever get too close to anyone of the opposite gender. Sure, I agree that a guy and a girl can be just friends. Its actually simple. But when you get too close, two different things may happen.
One.
You become so close to a girl, that you end up thinking that you like her or even worse, you may get the idea that they think you might be very important to them. But really, you don't want to (like them). For some magical reason, the girl you get too close to always has something going on that makes the circumstances difficult for you if you think you might want to have a shot at her.
Two.
You get so close to a girl that you ACTUALLY like, that you end up being just another one of their girlfriends. You know you're too late or you messed up somewhere then. It comes to a point, where she tells you alot of stuff; stuff that, If you wanted to be with her, she wouldnt tell you, OR, you wouldnt want to know.
The main cause for this situation this is timing. Dwell around her too long or choose too long to wait to tell her or even hint that you like her, will ensure nothing but failure for you. p.s. - I didnt bold the last part by accident
will YOU be my escape?
11:07:00 pm
Monday, November 05, 2007
Over the past few weeks, I just cannot get these lyrics out of my head.
All throughout history
The loneliest people
Were the ones who always spoke the truth
The ones who made a difference
By withstanding the indifference
I guess it's up to me now
Should I take that risk or just smile?
What do you know
It happened again
Misread - Kings of Convenience. =)
Its so hard to say that im sorry
I'll make everything alright
All these things that i've done now
What have I become
And where did i go wrong
I dont mean to hurt, just to put you first
I wont tell you lies (Im sorry)
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart
Im just trying to say
Im sorry, it's all that i can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me
I know that i cant take back all of the mistakes
But i will try
Although it's not easy I know you believe me cuz i would not lie
Don't believe thier lies told through jealous eyes they don't understand (Im sorry)
I won't break your heart, I won't bring you down
Best Of Me - Sum 41
I wait and tell myself "life ain't chess,"
But no one comes in and yes, you're alone...
You don't miss me, I know.
Whatever Happened - The Strokes
We always knew that it'd come to this
It's times like these i forget what i miss
Matters of heart are hard to address
Especially when yours is full of emptiness
So Long Goodbye - Sum 41
If I told you you were right
Would you take my hand tonight?
If I told you reasons why
Would you leave your life and ride?
And ride...
Ride - Cary Brothers
Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
We're gonna make it fly faster than I'm falling alone
Hallelujah - Paramore
will YOU be my escape?
10:35:00 pm
Sunday, November 04, 2007
I was bored
So I went wandering around City Hall
And I went back home with the following item. =)

I can see my reflection in it.
Haha
AND
Look what happened to the car
Brand new and shiny too.

will YOU be my escape?
4:02:00 pm
Friday, November 02, 2007
The weekend has just started
Firstly. Exploring
A few posts back, I asked for people to define emo in their own words.
This photo is my definition. =)
ANDDDDDDDDDD............
THIS photo shows that I rule at taking candid shots without people noticing it.
Only one person is capable of spotting me do it.
Hi Paula! =D

will YOU be my escape?
5:42:00 pm