Friday, April 11, 2008
I think no matter how much I change as a person, if there's one thing I know for sure would stay the same, is the fact that if I have to deal with anger and other emotions at the same time, anger takes precedence all the time.
This is obviously if there is anger involved in the first place, otherwise the above statement wouldn't make sense.
Today I've been in a rather mixed mood.
Not TOO sure why.
Maybe I know.
Perhaps not.
And I was in a semi-high-cum-moody state just now, so I demonstrated to some of the guys outside clubhouse, the "art" of dustbin punching.
I gave it about 10 knuckles and elbows, and naturally cut my knuckles a teensy bit.
Another 10 more to that spot would have made a nice round hole in the dustbin.
But then again, I'm not nto vandalism much.
Hah.
So the bin was spared.
Anyway, I felt that I'd diffused a fair bit of my feelings into that green bin.
But as always.
The inevitable long journey home.
Usually, I'd sleep.
Or just think.
Today, I was fuming.
At what.
I repeat.
I'm not very sure.
It was like I was looking for something to be mad at.
Even though I know that I didn't actually have to look.
Alas.
On my bed, now, the good side of things that happen DO eventually pass through this highly impermeable layer that is ME.
On another note.
This is a very common tune.
Its really a fill-in-the-blanks song.
Any word you want.
Any name you want.
Just put it in there and you can sing along.
That's what makes it so great - its simplicity.
Who or what would YOU put in those blanks?
You are my _________
My only ________
You make me happy,
when skies are grey.
You never know dear,
how much I love you,
please don't take my
________ away.
will YOU be my escape?
11:45:00 pm
