Reading through my previous post,
I'm kinda surprised how angry I can
get at something that hasn't yet happened.
I wonder what I would have done, if I did
really have the injury.

Well.
I don't.
It's a really painful ligament pull.
And I tore my lower ab muscles.
I was looking at a few weeks out of action.
But doc says a week should do it.



Heh.
Pinnacle.
Is on.
I'll only accept 1st or 2nd placing.
Muahah.

I've been thinking - am I destined to lead a mediocre life?
I know there are certain things in my life I can control, but I've observed
alot of things that make me come to the above conclusion.

Am I merely gonna be a pathetic staff nurse in the same hospital my whole life?
And I obviously don't mean the job is pathetic, but only because it's
me in that position.

I've never been to a real OB Course in my two years plus in poly, and
will never ever go for one in this time.
No money.
Attachments.
And I know I DESERVE to go, way more than most other OB members.
Heh.

And how about Games Leadership?
Even that is a 50-50 now.

Pinnacle?
Too soon to tell.






Why the hell am I complaining?
Cause I'm potentially having a hernia problem that basically threatens to end
any physical activity that I want to go to.
Heck, my 2.4 is almost down to a flat 8mins.
WHY NOW.
WHY?
WHY ME.

CSI is back in business.
More cases.
More punch.
More diverse.
More More More.

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I'm attempting a list of 1000 things.
Interested to contribute to it?
Or just plain curious what list it is?
Please ask me in person.
=)

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It's hard.
What is?
Don't tell you.

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Rather controversial topic discussed today.
If it was my place to do so, I'd take action, a BIG one.
=)

Word of The Day: Revelation (Disclosure)

Something disclosed, especially something not previously known or realized.

Three hour conversation over dinner at Al-Ameen today was good.
Rarely do I have an opportunity to be in a small group of OB people
and actively be part of the convo.
Oh there, I actually said it.
Hehe.
We explored some "cases" today.
Meaningful stuff of course.
No mindless gibberish and jabbering.

And word of the day is revelation because Cheng Yi (of all people) made me realize
something rather significant today, whilst on the long bus ride home.
It was something I know well about, but have
been blind to. Positional stuff la okay.
I was thoroughly enlightened by this.
Thanks, pal.
I finally have abit more sense on what is going on around me. =)


Other words that couldn't make it to Word of The Day, but made a strong fight for it:
- Refreshing
- Ventilation
- Act ZAI. ( HAHAHAHAHA )

Today.

5: The Playstation 3 was fifth on my wishlist.
50: Sushido wins today
500: DA Pageviews. Haha


good enough.
get it?
don't get it?
neverYOUmind.
=) =)

Labels: 500

Hello people.
Know what the following applicance is?
=)
Don't know? Never you mind.
I have it though.


My 500th post is coming up.
I'll only post something good.
=)

Last night, I put a few Eagles songs on a continous loop on the way home, alone, for once.
Take It Easy, Life In The Fast Lane and Get Over It.
Listening to Don Felder's and Joe Walsh's solos was, soothing.
I was almost totally knocked out yesterday on the bus.
The bus captain was nice enough to come and wake me up
at the interchange, and he was smiling while doing so.
[ Notice I don't say bus uncle - this guy was young ]

Also, I've been having a rather torrid time
selecting songs for a 'running' playlist.
Yes.
I've never had one.
I usually run with only my thoughts in my head.
Shutting out those thoughts may push me even further.
So far, only Sum 41's No Reason and Yanni's The Storm
come to mind. I'd go nuts with those songs in my head.
=)

Anyway, speaking about running.
I can't wait to do another beep test.
I haven't done one since secondary
school; record was 18.
Probably will be much much lower now,
what with recent injuries and all.
Oh well.

IRONMAN last night was beyond awesome.
And the movie opened with AC/DC playing on a radio in the Humvee.
Back in Black.
Nice.
And finally I truly enjoyed myself in a gathering of all OB people.
Hah.

Today was terribly mundane though.
Spent about 3 or 4 hours sleeping in clubhouse.
The side effects of the piriton in the morning
was insatiable.

Oh.
On another note.
Happy Birthday Maz!

I ran my lungs to waste today.
By that I mean I almost killed it rather than wasted the energy exerted.
=)
As usual, my shins are gloriously bruised.
My left ankle is sore.
And my left eye is... weird
I missed two great chances today.
But made plenty of great tackles.
And kicked the post out of frustration.


But alas, a good game was what I needed, really.
To let all the anger and what not, out.
But I think I need ALOT more.
I observed that the pains my legs are going through are
only felt when I'm totally cooled down.
Meaning my adrenaline levels must be insane when I'm having physical
activities.
I felt no pain whatsoever during the game.
Only the breathless nonsense.


And I realize I've never actually been 'out' with the guys in nursing.
So lunch just now with Ghaz, Maz, Arif, Yazid, Eric and Hariz was
indeed enjoyable.
HAH.


MORE PLEASE. =)

and suffice to say.
a day without seeing cca people,
was indeed a refreshing thing, not that
I look forward to not seeing them of course.
I'd just DIE. =)
I Love OB too much. XD

I think I do too many things and/or try to be too many things.
Jack of all trades. But truly a master of NONE.
Its not so much a case of not being good at anything, but not sure what to be good at.
Everyone has a case of this at one point of time or another, but I sure as hell think I'm way
in over my head in this.

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