Thursday, May 29, 2008
I've been thinking - am I destined to lead a mediocre life?
I know there are certain things in my life I can control, but I've observed
alot of things that make me come to the above conclusion.
Am I merely gonna be a pathetic staff nurse in the same hospital my whole life?
And I obviously don't mean the job is pathetic, but only because it's
me in that position.
I've never been to a real OB Course in my two years plus in poly, and
will never ever go for one in this time.
No money.
Attachments.
And I know I DESERVE to go, way more than most other OB members.
Heh.
And how about Games Leadership?
Even that is a 50-50 now.
Pinnacle?
Too soon to tell.
Why the hell am I complaining?
Cause I'm potentially having a hernia problem that basically threatens to end
any physical activity that I want to go to.
Heck, my 2.4 is almost down to a flat 8mins.
WHY NOW.
WHY?
WHY ME.
will YOU be my escape?
9:04:00 pm
